it's been about a month since i broke ties with a stupid bitch i thought i would give my life for. lolol.

wow. anyway. all my public shit is going into this journal. i have a new one. you know it.

You know. I said I'd never mention her again. But, I have to think long and hard. When I had a friendship with someone as cunty as she was. You start opening your eyes and realizing, 'oh hey. you snap on them for a reason.' My reason? I finally got rid of you. And at this moment. I have never been as happy as I have been. My home life has improved so much without having to be worried about all your bullshit nonsense. 'My mom is a drunk. My daddy doesn't love me.' Blahblahblah.

You may be right. I don't deserve friends. And I don't deserve to be loved. But you know what? I've realized something. After a while. You're only some sixteen year old girl who thinks she ran my life. My profiles and storylines have all been replaced by better people. And for the sake of me. MY MIND IS CLEAR. You keep saying you're so happy you're no longer my friend. Dear, you have no IDEA how great I feel about this whole thing.

Because you know what? You may think I'm some pervert, but last time I checked. It's roleplay. Our storylines consisted of more then just 'sex' and if I remember correctly. Tony was always bitching he didn't get layed. Not to mention. You're sixteen. I'm nineteen. How the fuck?

I thought long and hard before I decided to type this entry, because for the sake of my own mind. I don't want to fight with you. You said your two words. I'm saying mine. Only I won't be stupid and disable my comments. Because to be completely honest. I could give two shits what you have to say to me anymore. You have your friends. I have mine. But at least I know my friends don't desert me. Or talk shit about me behind my back.

Poor you. You think you've got everyone on your side. Haha.